“There is always hope.” -Aragorn
I’ve never portrayed a boasting, beastly, tyrant.
And I have never been tried for treason.
I have never tried most reasonable folk.
I have mended my own heart countless times . . . .
From both parallel and unparallel fractures.
Decay and strength, are two gains made, after a broken temple’s downfall.
It is safe to say, that Death raped me.
It is safe to say, that his (her) demons tried to brainwash me.
It is obvious to some that non-prescribed novacaine donated to the cause.
But it is unknown to all, save one individual,
That a forgetless memory saved the future.
We all long for restoration.
The lefts truth and the rights last stand.
The commoners rise,
The peasants rightly earned benefits.
And the aristocratic downfall.
I am truly sorry for my Yin and Yang crisis.
Fortunately, death was new to me.
Unfortunately, tragedies are immortal.
Nightfall is grim, and I wander curiously.
Daytime’s haze leaves me lost inside the world’s maze.
I’m crazed, and my shades used to reflect the natural blaze.
No longer now, do I dwell in a daze.
For I am ashamed, of how many times I have drawn the Ace of Spades.
Waking up in heaven is easy,
When nightmares successfully summon the underworlds legions.
When illusions fade, from blue to red.
When Hades and Satin, fornicate.
When a new beginning, is only a stepping stone towards a new end.
When my complexion represents a mere image, or an item,
Rather than the blood, the heart, the soul, the gifts, and the moist flesh that lies within.
This is my current life. This…. is truth.
Random memories, written randomly.
I understand that these lines are difficult to comprehend.
But that’s life isn’t it?
Confusion, anxiety, failure, loss,
And an occasional hot fudge sundae?
The point is that I have wandered alone.
But I have climbed many skies.
And I have fallen, and I am still falling.
But I promise that even if the answer is untraceable.
Even if the trees lose their voice,
And forget to breath.
Even if the wraiths ceased the ring,
I would hurt myself,
Before I would hurt anyone else.
This is my nineteen year old testimony.
This is an oath, and a command towards myself.
Thus all divine figures should embrace it.
And realize that even though death is the reason for all things ….
Life remains in between.
And heroes remain strong.
Six months after parting.
Please, enjoy life. This is my wish, and I guarantee that for the next lifetime, I will love, and vice versa.
I hope that you will do the same.
“There is always hope.” –Aragorn
Robert Alexander Deason Peace
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